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WHO GAVE ME USERPIC EXTENSION THEY GAVE ME LIKE 70 ICONSPACE ASLDKJASLDKJ ;A; Who is it who is it who is it aaaaaaaaaa ;3; So I can draw you a picture or something

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On another note, I don't like how roommate's brother's friend is fooling around with our router/wireless and cord so he can play games in roommate and her brother's room.

HONESTY MEME

Why hello there, just what I need for my curious mind of what people think \o/

Ask any of my characters anything from any game I'm in, and they'll answer.

My characters:
SBG - Kirby (Kirby series), Lugia (Pokemon), Aviana (Pikmin)
Zenithia - Axl (Megaman X)

Potential apps: Adder (Advance Wars)

I would've added Guntz, but I didn't make his account yet.

...My list is tiny.

I'm a Tiger. Derp.

They say Tigers are natural leaders.  LOL , no I'm nooot. I'm no good with words.

"advertising agent, office manager, travel agent, actor, writer, artist, pilot, flight attendant, musician, comedian and chauffeur."
LOL wat. ACTOR. aslfkj WRITER ;A; ARTIST.  ...I think I'm going to be more of a office manager maybe but... lol comedian.  NO THANKS for flight attendant.  I can't TALK.

"They’re expressive, polite and trustworthy, but watch out. Tigers tend to dominate their relationships." Hahah... Yep, I dominated my previous relationship |D

"Expressive, vibrant and a bit eccentric, Fire Tigers are always looking at the positive side of every situation. Because they’re able to generate excitement in others, they’re considered excellent leaders. When Fire Tigers speak, others listen – and do what they’re told!"
Derp what. LOL No one listens to meeee %D

"Tigers are compatible with a Dog and a Horse and are incompatible with a Goat and an Ox." NO WONDER I CAN'T TALK TO MY DAD. HE'S AN OX.

So I need to watch out for my health... :V

Hm, I'm doing a lot worse than I thought this semester. My scheduling of trying to finish my classes earlier in the day has failed on me once again.
Perhaps I should space out my classes a lot more next semester.

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So after hearing so many awesome talks the chatroom had I decided to get a mic so I can have some fun too. I ordered on tuesday night with standard shipping which is 3-5 days, and it said it will be delivered by the 7th. On my way home my mom tells me the UPS came by earlier today and left a note. Double WTF. First off, they said 7th. Secondly, don't they usually leave the package? Ugh, now I gotta go pick up the thing at the office tomorrow. Hopefully I'll wake up early enough just in case they come by again and before I leave to meet up my mom and sister at J-town for some food-shopping.

My tablet's breaking down. I have the cord taped down at the corner of the tablet so it'll bend a certain way and have it work like it should be.

I apparently forgot the tablet PEN when I packed up for the weekend. Hopefully it's still in my room at the apartment and not somewhere else.

I need to remember to tell Syl that I probably shouldn't start working on the other two days of weekend that I have...by next year I'll definately be looking into internships and whatnot, so I probably won't be able to stay for long if I get into the job. Might be good experience in a way, but I'd like to do something with my degree once I get out of school (which will be held off for another half year depending on how well I pull off my grades omg)

I wanna work on a new story/comic. But I know I'm going to end up dropping it like all my past projects. *sigh* Frustration towards my limitations of what I can draw makes me question myself whether I should continue drawing. This is an endless cycle...keeps on coming and going, and I'm always hitting the wall of no improvement. In fact, I think I'm seeing my drawings get worse off

I feel like doing absolutely nothing. I feel like skipping out on work, on classes, everything.

I don't think it's depression, but I'm having this frustrating feeling that I can't get rid of since last week. It's even starting to make my head hurt.

The mood swings I've had during high school is coming back. I was feeling so happy and whatnot a few hours ago, but now I feel so depressed. I can't get myself to sleep... I have a feeling that if I do I'm going to end up having one of those nightmares I had in high school again. So emo ugh. Thankfully, not suicidal.

I'm wanting to write out all my thoughts right here and now, but I don't want to end up sounding like how I did back in high school. Repeating entries month after month, complaining about the same things over and over again... Every time I look at the old entries here, it makes me feel so annoyed of myself.

I'm not doing so well in school. I keep on missing out on classes, and I'm doing very poorly with the exams. I'm so lost in the class I'm failing so much in also. This semester is so horrible, just like my sleeping pattern. Starting this Monday, let's force myself to sleep at midnight!

I feel like I'm standing at the edge of...something, I don't know. Like I'm at the verge of falling into chaos and lose myself. A part of me went off somewhere else. Empty feeling? No, I'm not lonely. Actually, it kind of feels annoying to associate with other people. I just want to have my own space.

The weird guy started talking to me again. There were a few times where he asked me if I wanted to go hang out with his friends. HMMM NO THANKS. Don't think I'll be hanging out with you anymore, dude.

My tablet is starting to break down. I think the wiring in the cord is getting messed up; when the cord twists in certain directions the tablet stops working until I bend it a certain way. Funny thing is that I think my older tablet still works perfectly fine other than the fact that the tablet pen is breaking apart. It was cheaper too. Now I just need to patiently wait until the tablet I'm using right now to completely stop working. This is going to be a long, painful wait.

Work. It's mostly okay (crap I just realized I forgot to turn in the payroll sheet ARGH) except for ONE KID. This ONE KID...causes SO MUCH TROUBLE when something doesn't go the way he wants it to be. Second time he got angry and started trying to tip the table over and whatnot. He's a good kid...when he's not angry. When he is, it causes the whole class to get distracted. I told his parent about this, that I seriously cannot handle him acting like a baby in class. I left a note for the head teacher about this too... I'll have to talk about it with her on Monday. -_-

...Stupid mood swings, I hate you. I hope I'll be back to my usual self soon. I'm having so many of these depressing feelings now that it's making me not want to do anything.

Comments disabled because I don't want sympathy at the moment. I should get better after a day or so, just like all the other times I've felt like crap.

Tales of the Abyss anime. HOLY SHIIIIIII

I wanna watch it just cuz I think the VAs are the same as the original game and the skits I've seen on youtube were awesome AAAAA The site I go for torrents don't have it up even though it was aired yesterday AAAAA

I wanna watch itttttt

I overslept on Thurs and missed my first exam of the semester. Woops.

( more Japanese stuff cuz lol I don't feel like sleeping )

Anyways. I thought my sleeping hours got fixed from when I fell asleep at 10 pm on Friday night. I guess it was only cuz I barely got any sleep the day before lol. :|

( anime blabbings )

...Damnit, I feel bleh for following the crowd...getting into a popular series and liking it makes me feel so lame >:|

I started playing this game called "Sigma Harmonics" that I got introduced while I was talking to RPmates. Seems pretty interesting, I guess, but it kinda gives me a Higurashi-feeling in a way, I guess...like how the same characters keep coming into different subplots, with one character feeling like something's wrong.... just that instead of playing as a character in that subplot, you're outside of the loop trying to fix it... O_o Or something... LOL I'm not making any sense. But that's also taking up time from sleep lolol...

Well time to get some sleep so I can wake up early enough to go buy new clothes XD

RAW! RAW! FIGHT THE POWER!

I feel so out of loop.

( Japanese )

Time to go back to watching some more niconico stuff.